Can’t get out if bed

Today is one of those days I dread.  I’m sad, consumed in my grief.  I went to bed last night, Monday, around 5:00 p.m. and am still in bed at 2:00 p.m, Tuesday.  I’ve been asleep all but three of… Read moreCan’t get out if bed

What Borderline Personality Disorder Looks Like to Me

After visiting my blog you may be asking yourself… What is Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)?   Maybe you have an idea of what this diagnosis entails.  Possibly you suffer from BPD. It’s always good to start with a professional definition.  The… Read moreWhat Borderline Personality Disorder Looks Like to Me

Feedspot Top 40 BPD blogs

  Top 40 Borderline Personality Disorder Blogs and Websites on the Web I’m very thankful to feedspot for recognizing my blog.  I’m new and starting out is always the hardest. My mental illnesses are part of who I am… Do… Read moreFeedspot Top 40 BPD blogs

My Madness

  Whispers all around What are they saying Why all the frowns Are they talking about me My recent decent My fall into madness My weakness all is unpleasant Am I mad Is this what it is Have I gone… Read moreMy Madness

The Ambien Monster

Ambien is a necessary evil.  I can’t fall sleep or stay asleep without taking it.  My mind races and I often wake with nightmares.  I have tried many other sleep agents without success. Ambien is unlike any other sedative.  When… Read moreThe Ambien Monster

We are not victims

  Please do not label us as victims.  We are survivors, warriors.  We have seen evil; experienced evil in a way no person should. Calling us victims make us feel weak, passive. We are not these things.  We are strong,… Read moreWe are not victims